Mum died 29/11/09

hi all mum died in hospital yesterday. it was very hard experience, she suffered i feel un neccessaily( when there are so many pain killers availble) . She was very distressed at the end, but i truly believe  she is now at peace. I think that i am in shock and feel numb. So many mixed emotions. Trying to stay strong for kids and hubby. Very difficult. This site has helped me through a very difficult time just wanted to say thanks