Running Out of Hope

I haven't posted in a while.  My husband (soon to turn 53) has Stage IV colon cancer with mets to the peritoneum.  We finally went for a second opinion, which confirmed what his current oncologist says.  The last CT showed several areas of cancer in the abdominal area, one of which is causing a partial blockage of his colon.  He has just started the 3rd line of chemotherapy, Erbitux and CPT-11, this past Friday.  Both the second opinion and his current oncologist says after this medicine fails, there is nothing that can be done except for clinical trials.  Right now, I feel sad, helpless, and frustrated.  It isn't like your child who is ill that you can comfort and "fix" the problem. ...